Today I turn 30

Well it is true..... I am 30 today. I don't really know what to think about that. I know most people say that "age is just a number" or that "you are as old as you feel". My response to that is "to each their own".
Although I have accomplished alot in my life such as getting married and having 3 beautiful and healthy children, I can't help to feel a little unsettled. In all the chaos of my life I feel that maybe I have lost myself. Today I am reflecting on how I got to where I am and what led me up to this. The bad times the good ones and the in-betweens have all crossed my mind today. ( it is only 7:30am)
I think that my lack of enthusiasm is due to the fact that I am not at a job that I love. Although it is a very convenient job it is not something I LOVE doing. I miss interacting with other people. Right now I think working at the grocery store sounds pretty appealing. No, but what I really want to do is work at a salon. I would love the company of woman all day! A place to get my creative side working again! I have said many times before that doing hair is like art on a head!
Anyway...... I know I may be a downer today, but I am feeling a little down to be honest.
The only thing that keeps me smiling is my little ones that bring constant humor to my life! That I am truly grateful for!

A post about my Buddies.

Ok.. I am going to totally talk about my breasts for a minute.

I have been told time and time again that the engorging will end. Well I feel as though I am just not getting it right here. I go from not producing enough to producing WAY to much. I am having a day with the latter. I am 2 months in and thought that by now they would know what to do. BUT NO.

Anyway...... This to will pass. I get to feed my baby the best stuff and he seems to be happy and content! ( not to mention growing just fine) He is a big boy!!! Love those rolls on his legs!!

I will be posting some new photos soon! (when I get a free moment!)

I am trying...

to keep up with all that is in my life. I am really trying! I hope that I still have a few readers left??? But I will say that this 3rd baby has been an adjustment.

• My house will never be as clean as it once was.
• I may not shower as often as I once did.
• Eating is a luxury (my kids eat...I meant I don't get too)
• Sleep is overrated
• Laundry piles up
• I didn't brush my teeth yesterday.. hey I am being honest here.
• Husband????..... what husband? Ohhh him ... I forgot about him

BUT LET ME JUST SAY THIS..................... It is all worth it! Love this little guy! Love my family! Love my chaos!

Please stay tuned!!!................

Swine Flu Paranoia

Just a little humor for Friday!

Happy Anniversary!!

To my loving husband!!! I am so thankful for what we have, what we have conquered

and what we have yet to share! You are my rock and I love you very much! Although we may not have celebrated today, I celebrate you everyday!

Thanks for the best gift ever this year!

SAMUEL PATRICK!!

Um.... CUTE!!!

I am in love!!!!!!!!!!

~Welcome Samuel Patrick~

Born on September 11th, 2009

7 lbs 1 oz

20inches

1:31am

Mommy and baby are doing great!!! What an absolute joy he is! He has completed our family and not a day too soon!! More details and pics to come when I have had enough sleep to actually

think!

Here are my 3 peas!!! Thank you Jesus for blessing me with an abundance of love and family!

Ok....

I am so disappointed that this baby boy of mine has not come out to meet us. I am anxiously awaiting his arrival and I am just too excited to see his little face. I want to be able to finally name him and hold him tightly in my arms. But like all things in life worth waiting for, so is he! Come on baby boy! There is so much love waiting !!

IF YOU ARE PRAYING PEOPLE.........

PLEASE PRAY THAT THIS BABY BLESSES US TODAY!!!!!!! We are so ready for him to join our family and this waiting game is DRIVING ME BONKERS...... This weekend would be the BEST weekend for his arrival for many reasons.... some include:

• My actual Doctor is on call this weekend!! (never has delivered any of my children yet)
• We have a 4 day weekend!!
• The kids are off on Monday and could spend the day getting acquainted with their new brother!
• No one would have to run the kids back and fourth to school.
• C. and K. are in town!!!
• AND I WOULD HAVE A BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So say a little prayer for me.

Very Good Idea!!!

I was watching Shark Tank the other night, which is a show about investors that help people get their business started. Well these two ladies came up with a great thing. Take a look. You can cover any Pack n play. Whether you are on vacay, someone else's house, or to just dress up an outdated one. I thought this was a great idea. Also you can just throw it in the wash instead of trying to clean the thing out!

Here are the links

http://www.coverplayard.com/

they also sell it at Target for less

http://www.target.com/gp/search/190-9122130-9369664?ie=UTF8&search-alias=tgt-index&viewID=drill-down&field-keywords=coverplay

150th Post!!!

Today is my 150th post!! I know that my blog has been pretty boring the last 9 months, but my life has changed a bit. I hope that you will continue to read about my adventures, life changes and maybe some complaints!! he he! So please leave a comment in the future because I love to read your views!!

I am sure I will have a lot to write about in the months to come!

Can you say ANXIETY??

Evan is at his first day of school today and I can't help but be anxious...... I worry about his feelings getting hurt or if he wants me to come get him and I don't :( I am sure he is doing just fine. I am the one that has to adjust to this. (just having a moment)

Seriously.......

I only have a few more weeks till baby #3 will be here!! I really hope that nesting thing starts to kick in because all I want to do is SLEEP.

Happy Birthday Ky!!!

God gave the world a gift the day you were born!!! I hope today brings you many blessings! See you real soon!!!

Baby Shower....

Went to a baby shower this weekend and the Mom- to -be had to leave the shower due to HER WATER BREAKING?????........ She isn't due for another 8 weeks. Let's just say that it made everyone a little nervous. BUT, she did deliver and he was born at 4 lbs 5oz and only had to be on a feeding tube for 1 day!! Can you believe it??!! If she would have went full term she probably would have had a 10 pound er... So thank you Jesus for watching out for Amy and her baby!!

WELCOME BABY JOSHUA DAVID!!!

WE LOVE YOU ALREADY!!!