Do any of you remember this poem?

All I wanted was to have my two!
My Girl, My Boy
and then I was through.
But something within
has second guessed my plan.
This hunger, this want
for a third in my hand.
Some friends and family
think the idea is lewd.
To that I only think
of a baby boy named Jude.
So I start this blog
with 2 peas in my pod.
With hopes & prayers
the third comes from God!

I wrote this poem for my very first post over a year ago. WOW a year ago. I have been wanting to have a baby for 21 months. ( 1 year of begging my husband, then 9 months of trying)

BUT NOW THE WAIT IS OVER....OH YES THAT IS RIGHT....I AM PREGNANT!!!!!!!!!

Story goes as follows:

• I was having severe pain in my right breast (sorry male readers) so I did a self exam and found a lump. I was so upset. I made an appointment for the very next day. I went in the room and she did all the normal OBGYN questions and then she asked me the one I dread " Could you be pregnant?" I said " We have been trying for 9 months so I doubt it."

So she tells me to go and "leave a sample to be safe".

• Five minutes later she walks in the room, all nonchalant and said Congratulations.
• What????????????
• Your pregnant.
• Are you kidding me???????? as my eyes start to fill up quickly
• Um no mam, we don't kid about things like that.
• I started to laugh at her and cry at the same time.

So I had to go back to work, and act like nothing had changed drastically in my life which is very hard. Many of the girls would come to my desk and ask if I would like to go out and smoke, which I would reply that I quit with a huge smile on my face.

My work day was over so I ran to BabiesRus and purchased a Big Brother shirt for Evan and when I got home I took him upstairs and put it on him. I then told him to stay upstairs until I called him so that I could go down stairs and see my husbands face. When Josh read the shirt he looked at me and I was already crying again. And he asked me " Are you serious?" I said "Sir I don't kid about things like that." he he

So last night we went to every family member's house, took Evan's coat off and watched their excitement. The funnest part was watching them read it, think about it, then get it!

• I am due on September 13, 14th.

So I WILL have all of my children by the age of thirty!

God is great and I thank him for giving me the miracle of life once more. I truely praise him all the days of my life. Without God I am nothing, but with him anything is possible.