2 PEAS IN MY POD

Just a few things

2011-06-15T15:10:00.001-07:00

I know I haven't posted in months, but I wanted to get a few thoughts out.

1) I love my husband. Although things are never perfect, I wouldn't want to go on this life journey with out him. He drives me nuts, but at the same time he fills my love tank ;)

2) I am tired of pretending that it is ok for people to treat me poorly. Learn some manners would ya?

3) I am struggling with having balance in my life. I would like to have everything under control, but I just don't. I think I just need to be ok with that.

4) Some relationships in my life are too difficult. Should it really be this hard to like, understand, or even spend time with them?

5) I think I need a puppy, it has been 8 months since Nina died and I think I am ready. I have had Izzy (my mom's dog) for a few days and it has been so nice!

Ahhh, I feel much better now! Thanks

Happy Easter

2011-04-24T05:33:00.000-07:00

He has Risen!

Coloring eggs, egg hunts and Easter baskets are all so much fun! My family enjoys all of those activities, but we also celebrate the true meaning of Easter!

Jesus was crucified, dead and buried. But on the 3 day HE ROSE AGAIN!

I feel so lucky to have a personal relationship with Jesus! I love that my children have a personal relationship with Him as well. Our Lord is alive! He is with us always! He is forgiving, understanding, loving, faithful and so many other adjectives!

My hope is for all of you to celebrate Jesus today and always!

Happy Easter!

Splash Bay

2011-03-27T08:18:00.000-07:00

To end our kids spring break we decided to go to Maumee's Splash Bay! We had a blast! There was stuff to do for all ages! We were all exhausted after about 5 hours though. So we went home for a relaxing evening that would include buttery popcorn, pillows, blankets and a good family movie! Only when my middle son got out of the shower her looked like a burn victim. He was crying and telling me "don't touch it" and "it really hurts Mom". I had no idea what to do, so off the the ER we went. 4 hours later they came up with chemical burns and dermatitis. We have to rub his PAINFUL sores with cortisone 4 times a day and give him benidryl.

So let's just say Splash Bay may not be in our future.

P.S. Evan has VERY sensitive skin, none of us had anything wrong. So don't let it defer you from having a day of family fun. It was a blast!

Friendship

2011-03-04T10:25:00.000-08:00

Good friends are really hard to come by...well at least for me. I had a lotof girlfriends while growing up. We all took dance, cheer leading, played softball together. Hung out at one of our houses every day/weekend. It wasn't until high school that I realized we were a click. And if anyone knows me I am not a real clicky kind of girl. I like all kinds of people from all different backgrounds. So during those four years of high school (u know the ones that everyone seems to hold on to) I ventured out from the click and met some really great people and maybe some not so great. I did however become a besty with one and we were inseparable. For 10 long years we were the kind of friends that most people are envious of. Then that came to a screeching holt. Long story short.. I got married/had kids/grew up...she did not. So these past years I have made some friends here and there. But nothing ever really stuck. I consider myself as a very outgoing , happy person to be around. I do know that I come on pretty strong, which some people might call loud/blunt/too the point. So I may have offend a few people along the way..

However... I received a blessing when my family got a new neighbor right next door! It is one of the first times that I have someone that I can be myself completely! We have such a blast together! And the topper is our sons are only a week apart! So we do unplanned lunches/dinners/play dates/and girl outings! We call ourselves weekday friends because we don't bother scrambling around to cleanup and make our houses clean to act like we have it all together all the time! She knocks on my door and I open it, throwing the dozen pair of shoes laying on the floor aside so she can make her way in!

Even though we may be adults/parents/grandparents..we all need at least one good friend.

I have been blessed to have just a few! I am ok with that!

Family...

2011-02-24T07:01:00.001-08:00

Where does family start and then end? With how the world is today we have so many diverse family structures it is hard to really have such boundaries. Parents who divorce, leaving children with only a idea of what should be and what is. Aunts and Uncles who bring children in from different marriages, are they now our instant cousins? Mothers who have multiple babies with different men, leaving the siblings confused when one leaves for the weekend while the others stay home with mom. Fathers who leave one family and start a new one with his new wife. Or how about after 30 years or so of marriage and a family, divorce happens and remarriage occurs creating a new family structure with grown step-brothers/sisters and new nephews and so on...

This may strike a cord with some of you and I apologize for that. But these are real events that are happening all around us. My question is how are we all coping and dividing the line between family and circumstances? I am a person who loves, cherishes, and values my family. I have had some unconventional family structures be built around me. But for the most part I have continued to "go with the flow" and except that the choices of others are just that. Not mine to judge, not mine to control, not mine to bare the burden of.

In this time I think a lot is excepted and a lot is not. Some children are ruined from their parents divorce. Some are empowered by it. My question to you is how are you teaching your children about the structure of family? What value do you put on it? Do we adapt to our culture or do we instill our own beliefs onto our children in the hopes they know what once was can be again?

Do you draw the line?

Nina.... Again

2011-02-15T05:57:00.000-08:00

Although it has been 5 months since the passing of our dog Nina, I still morn her daily. Am I alone on this sort of thing? I just feel so sad sometimes when ever I am reminded of her absence. As the seasons start to change memories have flooded my mind.
For example: the first heavy snow fall when I was shoveling the snow, Nina would bark and try to chase every single shovel full I threw. I was just sitting there throwing the snow and missing the once annoying habit of my dog. I would look out my back window seeing the neighbor behind us shoveling hers, and also would miss Nina driving her NUTS by all the barking and jumping on the fence.
Now the snow is melting... and I found a tennis ball in the yard :( She loved (i mean loved) her tennis balls. As I threw it to my new loved friend ( my neighbors dog ) I felt this pull at my heart. I am thinking " really Jill??".
I am sure that when summer hits I am going to miss taking her to the ravine. Watching her beautiful self running and chasing after her tennis balls. Also taking her to the park and watching her play with any dog that would participate. She would actually get on the play gyms at the park with the kids and go down the slide. It was hilarious!
Sorry for the depressing post... I did say this would be my therapy for the next month!

I think I have something to say!

2011-01-28T07:43:00.000-08:00

Am I alone in the fact that I sometimes go through my day and think hmmm... I should blog about that, but then never do. I have had so much stuff going on in my life these past few months it almost seems overwhelming to put into words. So I think that I am going to take the next month and use this here blog as some sort of therapy!

First on my list to share:

Children... recently my husband and I decided that 3 was our number. So we did the permanent thing and he got the old snip..snip.
I totally feel as though God himself told me that 3 was my number. I felt content with this decision and in fact was excited about not worrying every month if our protection didn't work.
I had peace! I settled in to the fact that THIS was my family. That I was onto the next chapter in my life.

Then Christmas hit... I realized that morning that this was in fact the LAST Christmas I was going to have a little baby more interested in the wrapping then the actual gift. That we were capturing such a monumental moment in our lives that morning. The Christmas that our family would no longer be a growing one. Ouch

I have had many moments since that morning where the reality of the place I am in my life has hit me. The place where change is soooo scary. I am not going to be bearing any more children. Also the fact that they grow up so fast does not help that fear of change I have. The feeling I get when my now 8 yr old looks at me and says " are you really going to wear that?". Or when my now 5 yr old tells me that I don't have to hold his hand anymore walking into school. And now my 1 yr old is talking and walking and being such a snuggle bug!

I am not saying that I regret the decision my husband and I have made. I am just facing a huge change of direction in my life. We all have these milestones in our lives. College, marriage, buying a house, then of course babies. I guess I never really thought about what happens when you stop being a baby maker :) It really is something all mothers will go through. Some may feel relieved, depressed, joyful or even scared. I am just really fearful of change.

to be continued...

YES

2011-01-24T07:51:00.000-08:00

I am still a blogger, but I haven't had much to say. I do however read all of yours daily. You are my entertainment you know!
Soooo as soon as I have something better to say I will just keep on reading. We alll go through these funks don't we????

Anywho... do you like the new look? You can be honest. I am unsure of the font still.

HAPPY DAY TO ALL OF YOU

Friday Feast

2010-11-05T05:47:00.000-07:00

Please enjoy the menu for today's Friday feast!

Appetizer:
What is your heritage?

My dad's side of the family originated from Yugoslavia. My mom's side of the family came from Greece.

Soup:
Where is your favorite place to buy cheap stuff?

I am not going to lie.... I shop at Wal-mart. If I need something on a tight budget I look there first, then of course Target.

Salad:
Have you ever committed a crime or been a witness to one? (i won't rat you out ;)

I did commit a crime a lllooonng time ago... I know I know... but my friend got caught and I just learned from her mistakes.

Main Course:
What car would you buy if you could afford it?

I would buy the Volkswagen Routan 2010.... Check it out...It's just beautiful. If I have to get a van, with three kids it's almost a must, this baby is the best!

Dessert:
Do you miss anyone?

Yes, My grandpa Brocus. He was just an amazing man. Although he had faults just like all of us, he was perfect to me.

Our beloved Nina

2010-10-08T17:02:00.000-07:00

Today I dropped Nina off to have a routine surgery that most dog owners have done. (spayed) Only mine never got to come back home. I can't even begin to tell you how much my heart wells up every time I think of her. That phone call was one of the worse ones I have ever received. She was not only a "dog" to me she was a part of our family. The details of the event our still to painful to even write down, so I will leave this short and sweet.
Nina, you will forever be missed and oh so loved. You are not replaceable and I look forward to the day I see you running in the clouds to greet me at the pearly gates! I love you sweet girl! Lilly will be lost without you. :(

Nina 2/07 ~ 10/10

Friday Feast!

2010-09-30T11:18:00.000-07:00

Please enjoy the menu for today's Friday feast!

Appetizer:

Were you an honor roll student in school?

Nope... but if I would have applied myself instead of worrying about the next social gathering I am sure I would have been.

Soup:

Describe yourself in three words.

Caring. Hopeful. Ever changing.

Salad:

What is something that makes you cringe?

People who breathe out of their mouth. Just Gross.

Main Course:

Would you rather dress up or dress casual when going out with a friend or husband?

For me, I heart dressing up! I am a stay at home mom and when I get the chance to get out I like to get all dolled up ;)

Dessert:

What is your favorite movie of all time?

If I can ONLY choose one it would have to be Dirty Dancing. Love Love Love it

Jeanna A.

2010-09-27T07:04:00.000-07:00

I found out today that an old friend of mine went to be with God. I can't tell you the mixed emotions I have about this. Although it has been many years since we have talked, I still feel so saddened by the fact that such a young woman was taken.

Celebrating who she was I just wanted to tell you the things I remember most about her!

She had a smile that lit up a room!
She was hoo-larious!
Although we were young, she seemed so wise!
She was such a go getter!
She was beautiful inside and out!

Jeanna, you will be missed by many! I am sure you are dancing in the stars, living without anymore pain! I am sorry we never did have that drink we talked about.

Invitation

2010-08-26T06:47:00.000-07:00

This is the invitation I created for Sammy's 1st birthday! I just love naked babies!

We had a little mommy/son photo shoot and they all turned out so well. I will post some of the other ones soon!

Oooohhhh...

2010-07-24T14:58:00.000-07:00

I got one for all of you... COULD YOU PLEASE HELP ME!!! I am renovating my kitchen and I want this sign I found on Etsy. I just want the sign to say something different.

The sign means the beautiful cottage... so should I just have it say the beautiful KITCHEN?

Any suggestions for verbage would so be appreciated!! REMEMBER... it is for the kitchen!

Can't wait to read some responses... that is if I still have any readers!

trying...

2010-07-24T14:55:00.000-07:00

I always think that if I revamp the blog it will inspire me to actually "blog"! I hope this time it works...... I have so much to say, but not enough time to actually sit down and put it into words. Any who... hope for the best!

Zofia Nicola Is Here!

2010-06-15T05:42:00.000-07:00

I am welcoming my new niece into the world! I could not be more excited!

Zofia Nicola

7 lbs 3oz (tiny peanut)

20 inches

Going to see her this morning! Cannot Wait!

Way to go Nadja! You did such a great job! I commend you for how COMPLETELY calm you were through all of it!

LOVE YOU GUYS SOOOOOO MUCH!

Grace is 8 !!!!

2010-05-31T05:21:00.000-07:00

Today is the day I gave birth to the most caring, smart, outgoing, giving, beautiful little girl in the whole world! God surely gave the world a gift the day you were born! You are my sunshine in the morning! I am such a lucky Mommy to have such an awesome daughter!

HaPpY 8Th BiRtHdAy GrAcE ElIzAbEtH !!

I Just Love Her!

2010-05-09T16:40:00.000-07:00

My Mom that is!!!! She is such an amazing person. I look up to her and cherish her dearly! On this Mother's day I just wanted to express a few feelings I have about my best friend~!

* My Mom would do anything for me or my children and that just makes her #1 in my book!

* My Mom tells it like it is and although all people may not like this quality I happen to adore it!

* My Mom has always chosen to be the better person in all situations and I strive to be like that!

* My Mom is dependable, loyal, thoughtful, loving, wise, and trustworthy. All things I hope to carry on!

MOM U ARE THE BEST AND NOT A DAY GOES BY THAT I DON'T REMEMBER THAT! I LOVE YOU MORE THAN WORDS COULD EVER DESCRIBE!

Who??

2010-04-21T09:25:00.000-07:00

Who are the random people that comment on my blog?? Do any of you get these? Check out my last post comments. Sorry to offend any of you random people, but I am just curious.

Izzy!!!!!!!!

2010-04-16T14:01:00.000-07:00

Yeah that's right....... we named her! She loves the kids, the kids love her....( i love her).... but we are NOT keeping her ;) Nina and Lilly also give her the stamp of approval!

I did put her on K 100 to see if anyone is missing her :( I will also put an add in the paper!

BUT ISN'T SHE A DOLL!!!

Call Me CRAZY.......!!!!!!!!

2010-04-16T09:52:00.001-07:00

Ok, So I was driving down Oregon Rd. And I saw this little white dog sopping wet on the side of the road. I pull over to see if she has tags (which she didn't) and she was just soooo happy to see me! She jumped right in my arms saying "please save me nice lady!", so I put her in my car. I then drove to the trailer parks and asked around to see if anyone knew who she belonged to and they replied " NO, but I have seen her runnin out there for 2 days now.". REALLY???? Call me CRAZY, but who let's a little dog run around for days on SUCH a busy road?? I apparently don't. So I went and got her shampoo, flea meds, and dog bowls....... but I am not keeping her....lol. I will have to say I ALREADY LOVE HER. All of you who know me know that I already have 2 German Shepperd's, three children, a full time job and a household to run, so I am thinking I AM CRAZY. HA

Pics to come...... But those of you who read www.twopretzels.com she looks like Fergie, but all white!

HAPPY EASTER!!

2010-03-31T09:24:00.000-07:00

He Lives

To Take Away My Shame

And He Lives

Forever I Will Proclaim

That The Payment For My Sins

Was The Precious Life He Gave

And Now He IS Alive

And There IS An Empty Grave!!

~MY REDEEMER LIVES~

I hope that your Easter is a reminder of what Jesus has done for all of us! He died so that we may live! But he did not stay in that grave he rised up and is our living God!!!

Happy Easter!

Too Busy To Blogg......

2010-03-23T13:20:00.000-07:00

This would be the reason.....

Thank You For...

2010-02-26T05:54:00.000-08:00

1. Vanilla Soy Lattes

2. A baby that wakes up happy and not screaming!

3. The friendships I am creating with really good people!

4. The sound of Mommy coming out of the mouth of my children!

5. God's love for all of us and how amazing it truly is!

I hope you all have a wonderful weekend! Please share with me 5 things you are truly thankful for! Would love to read them!

What happend to Friday Feast???!!

2010-02-19T08:14:00.000-08:00

Appetizer:

What was the last thing you dreamed about?

I had a dream about the rapture ( the end of the world) (big birds dropping from the sky and grabbing people)

Soup:

Do you collect anything? If so, what?

No, not really.... Do children count??!! lol

Salad:

Have you ever given money to a bum?

Yes, many times actually. I always use that opportunity to see if they know God.

Main Course:

What is your dream vacation?

Very Easy..... ARUBA!

Dessert:

Where were you when 9/11 happened?

2001- I was at work watching it on the T.V in my office.
2009- Giving birth to Samuel!

It was Evan's birthday!

2010-02-08T06:51:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was my little boy's birthday! He is now four! What an absolute joy he is to have in my life! My heart smiles at the mention of his name. Here are a few pictures of his (always) smiling face!

Dear Evan,

God gave the world a gift the day you were born! I am so happy that you were created just for me! Your smile will minister to many! God has such an amazing plan for your life!

I love you, Mommy

Dedication verses Baptism

2010-01-29T11:40:00.000-08:00

I come from a family that was raised Lutheran. We (my brother and I) were then also raised in the Lutheran church and was taught to believe that we are to baptise babies. Well I am now a mother of 3 and a Christian and have had my 2 eldest children dedicated to the Lord. Dedication process includes the following: the pastors of the church has our family come up to the altar; they announce the name of our baby and what that name means; then they pray for such child and give that baby to the Lord (meaning that we dedicate this child to you God and pray that He will direct his or her path).

Why we do this: We Dedicate because we believe that it should be the choice of our children to be baptised. We believe that a baptism is something sacred and that it should be made when you can fully understand WHY people get baptised. At our church they have a baptism class so that you learn what it means to be baptised and read all the scripture pertaining to baptism. NOTE: I was baptised as a baby and then I chose to be baptised AGAIN as an adult.

NOTE:In the bible there is not one mention of a baby being baptised.

So like I said before, I was raised Lutheran. Some of my family think that this gesture is "weird". Well all I have to say is that we all have the right to believe what it is that we believe. I will have Samuel Patrick dedicated this Sunday to our Lord. THAT is what I have chosen to do~!

Can I get an AMEN!

P.S. I read through this again and this could be taken the wrong way... I was just merely educating you about the dedication process not saying anything is the matter with baby baptism!

Back to my Faith

2010-01-21T12:29:00.000-08:00

When I decided to blog I thought it would also be a great outlet to share my FAITH and also my experiences. I have been really digging into the word (God's word) and have some things I would love to share!
Did you know that no matter what God loves you??!! That he chooses to love us through any circumstance we may be in! Did you know that we have to choose to love??!! It is not just how we feel "right now". When I said my vows to my husband they were not just empty words that tradition has you say at the altar. When you say "in sickness and in health" or "for richer or for poorer" or even " in good times and in bad" that you are suppose to really mean it. It is easy to be "in love" when things are going smoothly and finances are OK. But when all hope seems lost, do you just turn your back on the one you said you love before God and all your family? NO... you choose to LOVE. It is a choice you make that takes a lot of hard work! It is a choice you make to LOVE NO MATTER WHAT. People are so easy to write off someone in their life when they get hurt or offended, but the best thing you can really do (for you and for them) is to Love them anyway~!
I CHOOSE TO LOVE! DO YOU?

The obvious

2010-01-18T06:00:00.000-08:00

I do realize that my blog name does not fit my status anymore and should be changed, but I have grown quite attached to it. 2 Peas In My Pod was created with a yearning for my third so I feel like Sammy was still included. So I would love to hear your suggestions. My thought was that I could just add something in the text under the title that would include Samuel. Do you feel like I need to change the name all together?? Give me ideas!!!

I am back!!

2010-01-16T04:29:00.000-08:00

As all of you know I have been a little busy with my new family status and have had little to no time to blog. I do however still check in and read all of your posts! I thought that if I gave my blog a fresh look it would inspire me to post more often, so we will see how that goes! I will try to let this be part of my routine, a way to vent/connect/share whats going on in this chaos I call my life! So much to share, not enough hours in the day! Looking forward to a new year!

Today I turn 30

2009-12-04T04:40:00.000-08:00

Well it is true..... I am 30 today. I don't really know what to think about that. I know most people say that "age is just a number" or that "you are as old as you feel". My response to that is "to each their own".
Although I have accomplished alot in my life such as getting married and having 3 beautiful and healthy children, I can't help to feel a little unsettled. In all the chaos of my life I feel that maybe I have lost myself. Today I am reflecting on how I got to where I am and what led me up to this. The bad times the good ones and the in-betweens have all crossed my mind today. ( it is only 7:30am)
I think that my lack of enthusiasm is due to the fact that I am not at a job that I love. Although it is a very convenient job it is not something I LOVE doing. I miss interacting with other people. Right now I think working at the grocery store sounds pretty appealing. No, but what I really want to do is work at a salon. I would love the company of woman all day! A place to get my creative side working again! I have said many times before that doing hair is like art on a head!
Anyway...... I know I may be a downer today, but I am feeling a little down to be honest.
The only thing that keeps me smiling is my little ones that bring constant humor to my life! That I am truly grateful for!

A post about my Buddies.

2009-11-06T09:35:00.000-08:00

Ok.. I am going to totally talk about my breasts for a minute.

I have been told time and time again that the engorging will end. Well I feel as though I am just not getting it right here. I go from not producing enough to producing WAY to much. I am having a day with the latter. I am 2 months in and thought that by now they would know what to do. BUT NO.

Anyway...... This to will pass. I get to feed my baby the best stuff and he seems to be happy and content! ( not to mention growing just fine) He is a big boy!!! Love those rolls on his legs!!

I will be posting some new photos soon! (when I get a free moment!)

I am trying...

2009-11-03T07:17:00.000-08:00

to keep up with all that is in my life. I am really trying! I hope that I still have a few readers left??? But I will say that this 3rd baby has been an adjustment.

My house will never be as clean as it once was.
I may not shower as often as I once did.
Eating is a luxury (my kids eat...I meant I don't get too)
Sleep is overrated
Laundry piles up
I didn't brush my teeth yesterday.. hey I am being honest here.
Husband????..... what husband? Ohhh him ... I forgot about him

BUT LET ME JUST SAY THIS..................... It is all worth it! Love this little guy! Love my family! Love my chaos!

Please stay tuned!!!................

Swine Flu Paranoia

2009-10-09T09:31:00.000-07:00

Just a little humor for Friday!

Happy Anniversary!!

2009-09-17T17:48:00.000-07:00

To my loving husband!!! I am so thankful for what we have, what we have conquered

and what we have yet to share! You are my rock and I love you very much! Although we may not have celebrated today, I celebrate you everyday!

Thanks for the best gift ever this year!

SAMUEL PATRICK!!

Um.... CUTE!!!

2009-09-16T10:54:00.000-07:00

I am in love!!!!!!!!!!

~Welcome Samuel Patrick~

2009-09-14T14:10:00.001-07:00

Born on September 11th, 2009

7 lbs 1 oz

20inches

1:31am

Mommy and baby are doing great!!! What an absolute joy he is! He has completed our family and not a day too soon!! More details and pics to come when I have had enough sleep to actually

think!

Here are my 3 peas!!! Thank you Jesus for blessing me with an abundance of love and family!

Ok....

2009-09-09T05:09:00.000-07:00

I am so disappointed that this baby boy of mine has not come out to meet us. I am anxiously awaiting his arrival and I am just too excited to see his little face. I want to be able to finally name him and hold him tightly in my arms. But like all things in life worth waiting for, so is he! Come on baby boy! There is so much love waiting !!

IF YOU ARE PRAYING PEOPLE.........

2009-09-04T09:55:00.001-07:00

PLEASE PRAY THAT THIS BABY BLESSES US TODAY!!!!!!! We are so ready for him to join our family and this waiting game is DRIVING ME BONKERS...... This weekend would be the BEST weekend for his arrival for many reasons.... some include:

My actual Doctor is on call this weekend!! (never has delivered any of my children yet)
We have a 4 day weekend!!
The kids are off on Monday and could spend the day getting acquainted with their new brother!
No one would have to run the kids back and fourth to school.
C. and K. are in town!!!
AND I WOULD HAVE A BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So say a little prayer for me.

Very Good Idea!!!

2009-09-01T08:56:00.000-07:00

I was watching Shark Tank the other night, which is a show about investors that help people get their business started. Well these two ladies came up with a great thing. Take a look. You can cover any Pack n play. Whether you are on vacay, someone else's house, or to just dress up an outdated one. I thought this was a great idea. Also you can just throw it in the wash instead of trying to clean the thing out!

Here are the links

http://www.coverplayard.com/

they also sell it at Target for less

http://www.target.com/gp/search/190-9122130-9369664?ie=UTF8&search-alias=tgt-index&viewID=drill-down&field-keywords=coverplay

150th Post!!!

2009-08-21T09:26:00.000-07:00

Today is my 150th post!! I know that my blog has been pretty boring the last 9 months, but my life has changed a bit. I hope that you will continue to read about my adventures, life changes and maybe some complaints!! he he! So please leave a comment in the future because I love to read your views!!

I am sure I will have a lot to write about in the months to come!

Can you say ANXIETY??

2009-08-20T08:45:00.000-07:00

Evan is at his first day of school today and I can't help but be anxious...... I worry about his feelings getting hurt or if he wants me to come get him and I don't :( I am sure he is doing just fine. I am the one that has to adjust to this. (just having a moment)

Seriously.......

2009-08-18T08:57:00.000-07:00

I only have a few more weeks till baby #3 will be here!! I really hope that nesting thing starts to kick in because all I want to do is SLEEP.

Happy Birthday Ky!!!

2009-08-16T06:33:00.000-07:00

God gave the world a gift the day you were born!!! I hope today brings you many blessings! See you real soon!!!

Baby Shower....

2009-08-03T06:25:00.000-07:00

Went to a baby shower this weekend and the Mom- to -be had to leave the shower due to HER WATER BREAKING?????........ She isn't due for another 8 weeks. Let's just say that it made everyone a little nervous. BUT, she did deliver and he was born at 4 lbs 5oz and only had to be on a feeding tube for 1 day!! Can you believe it??!! If she would have went full term she probably would have had a 10 pound er... So thank you Jesus for watching out for Amy and her baby!!

WELCOME BABY JOSHUA DAVID!!!

WE LOVE YOU ALREADY!!!

Happy Birthday Miss Bee!!!

2009-07-21T10:20:00.000-07:00

Today we celebrate you

who is turning 2!!

I am so glad that you have blessed this family!

I love you so much!

I only pray happiness and such joy in your life!

XOXOXOX

Auntie

Goodbye All........

2009-07-15T04:33:00.000-07:00

I will be in Hocking Hills for the next 4 days!!!! Away from it all!!!

LAST NIGHT.....

2009-07-09T06:12:00.000-07:00

I spent at the wonderful Toledo Hospital ER. It was not the greatest experience due to all the chaos and noise, not to mention all the bright lights. ( I had a horrific migraine) When I finally got to see someone the equipment to check the baby wouldn't work and it took them another 20 minutes to get back to my room to start my I.V. They gave me some migraine medication (safe for baby) in my I.V. and I began to instantly wig out. I got really hot and felt very funny, which made me have EXTREME anxiety. I wanted to pull the I.V. out of my arm and get out of there. It took Josh about 10 more minutes to calm me down and I started to feel some relief.... THANK YOU JESUS.

I now have so much sympathy for those of you that have migraines as a normal occurrence. Phhheeewww at one point I was just laying on the couch crying an hoping that I would just DIE, the pain was that bad.

My stay at the ER was approximately 4 hours long, and got home quite late. BUT I have to thank my Mommy who (after driving home from N.C) came and got my kids so that I could go to the hospital! Thanks Mom you are ALWAYS there for me when I need you!!

Anyways... feel about 80% today :)

I will take that !!

The Count Down Begins........

2009-07-02T11:09:00.000-07:00

till I get to RELAX and take a little family Vacay!!!!

We are heading to Hocking Hills July 15th! I could not be more excited. I know the kids will love the experience of it all. I will be away from my computer (work), my dogs, and my house!! woooo hoooo!!!!!!!!!!

NOTE: This is our cabin and IT HAS AIR!!! (that was a requirement due to the human growing in my abdomen) he he

11more days.................................

What a Deal!!!!

2009-06-12T07:00:00.000-07:00

They are having their $3.00 body cream sale! I just bought a TON of them! Did you know that a bottle now costs $12.00???? When I first started shopping there they were like $6.00..... (old people say that;)

So if you need some hydration, go to http://www.bathandbodyworks.com/!

Enjoy!

Happy Birthday My Sweet Girl!

2009-05-31T19:38:00.001-07:00

It is hard to believe that you are 7 years old today..... I am so proud of the little girl you have grown into! I hope that your birthday weekend celebration was as special to you as is was for me! I love you sweet angel!

John & Kate....

2009-05-28T10:19:00.000-07:00

Until I have eight children and live my life in front of cameras for the whole world to judge me, I will not judge or speculate who is right or wrong in this situation.

I feel that this is a sad story and every one is different.

Who are we to say that one character flaw is worse than another.

Yes, Kate is bossy, but do you have to handle 8 kids at a time? most likely not.

How many times do we get frustrated with our husbands and we only have a few?

I think that this family was doing the best that they can.....

My heart and prayers are with the both of them.

And I only hope that all the viewers of this show will also pray for this family's well being!
SORRY, not trying to offend anyone.This is just my perspective.

Happy Birthday My Love!

2009-05-27T05:17:00.000-07:00

God Gave A Gift To The World When You Were Born!

I wish you the happiest of birthdays and many, many more, so that others have time to appreciate you as much as I do!

I am so thankful to have you in my life!

Happy Birthday Joshua Howard!

Ebay Finds!!!!

2009-05-22T14:41:00.000-07:00

I have just purchased some new items for the baby on Ebay!! I got a great deal on these name brand items!!

Here is my NEW Chicco Stroller! I have done so much research and had it down to this one and another one by Graco. Both are great! I even "test drived" both of them and liked the Chicco one better. So I went to Ebay to see by chance if they had one..... YES THEY DID!!! Although these strollers are expensive, I got it at a very discounted price and HEY I DESERVE IT RIGHT?!?!!

Then I got this Combi bouncer that has music, and three different vibrating speeds! Also got this more that half off!!

Lastly, I got this HANDMADE diaper bag, COURTESY OF MY MOTHER (thanks Mom)!! It's not too girly right??? It is blue and I am the one holding it right?? Oh well I LOVE IT!

I am in PAIN.......................

2009-05-20T09:56:00.000-07:00

So the last couple days I have been really enjoying this weather! I rearranged my garage, cleaned out my front flower bed, and planted some new beautiful hastas. BUT, yesterday as I was digging these huge holes to put the hastas in I think I may have pulled a muscle in my stomach.

Last night I was in so much pain that I debated going to the hospital three times. Today it has lessened, but still very uncomfortable. I am going to wait till tomorrow and if I am still in a lot of pain I am going to the doctors.

* The baby is moving just fine and no bleeding has occurred, so I think the injury is purely muscular and mine not the baby's.

I will keep you posted.....

The Sun Is Shining!!

2009-05-18T05:52:00.000-07:00

Today is a good day!

Hopefully I can get out and do some gardening today!

I get a TIME OUT!!!

2009-05-07T05:18:00.000-07:00

I will have to admit that as parents I believe that we all need a TIME OUT once in a while. I believe I NEED one now. Luckily this weekend is my women's retreat with all my friends from church. YYYYYYYEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH!!!! I leave early Friday morning and it will be a weekend of fellowship with other women and hearing God's word, also some shopping!

So my hope for all of you that may need a TIME OUT is that you get your chance soon!

Tired Of Waiting...

2009-04-28T16:57:00.000-07:00

We are all excited (except maybe Gracie, she really wanted a sister), but are eagerly awaiting our new arrival!

And let me tell you this...... THERE IS NO DOUBT THIS BABY IS A BOY... Even the tech said WOW what a man. (even wrote it on the ultrasound pic, he he)

My husband was very proud!!!

Just Waiting

2009-04-28T10:27:00.000-07:00

2 MORE HOURS............................................

Half Way Through.....

2009-04-26T19:44:00.000-07:00

20 WEEKS TODAY!!!!

I find out on Tuesday whether to buy some pink paint or blue!

Will let you know one way or the other!!!!

I Felt It!!!!!!!!!

2009-04-15T18:51:00.000-07:00

I felt the baby kick for the first time!!!!! I have been waiting and waiting, actually starting to worry, but not any longer. I have felt a little something but didn't really know if it was the baby. BUT this time I saw my stomach JUMP, it was so AWESOME!!! Yeah!!!! I love this!!!

Looking forward to the weekend...

2009-04-14T06:18:00.000-07:00

Wed54°F 36°F

Thu61°F 38°F

Fri61°F 47°F

Sat61°F 38°F

because I am seriously getting depressed over this weather:(

I need SPRING to be here. I love jeans and sweatshirt weather, or just needing a light jacket:)

My flowers are coming up, but NO sunshine to warn them up....

HE HAS RISEN!!!!!

2009-04-12T16:42:00.000-07:00

MATTHEW 28 1-6

1After the Sabbath, around dawn on the first day of the week, Mary Magdalene and the other Mary went to take a look at the burial site.2Suddenly there was a powerful earthquake, because an angel of the Lord had come down from heaven, approached the stone, rolled it away, and was sitting on top of it. 3His appearance was bright as lightning, and his clothes were white as snow. 4Trembling from fear, even the guards themselves became catatonic.
5Responding to the women, the angel said, “Stop being frightened! I know you're looking for Jesus, who was crucified. 6He is not here. He has been raised, just as he said. Come and see the place where he was lying. 7Then go quickly and tell his disciples that he is risen from the dead.

I am thankful that I have a risen Lord! Praise God for giving his ONLY son for all of us sinners!

Today I remember what truly matters in my life and that is my personal relationship with JESUS CHRIST!

No one or thing can take that away from me!

Happy Birthday Adam!!

2009-04-09T08:11:00.000-07:00

Turning the BIG 30!!!!! I hope today finds you happy and filled with joy! May this year bring you all the happiness in the world! We are with you in spirit and hope to see you real soon!!

Love Ya Bro!

Happy Birthday Dad!!!!

2009-04-07T07:32:00.000-07:00

Hope today is a great day!!!

Really was not into the hype

2009-03-23T10:54:00.000-07:00

of this Twilight thing. I have seen the commercials for the movie and have heard people talk about reading the series, but just did not interest me. When I heard the word "vampire" I was turned off completely. WELL I gave in this weekend and watched it with my MIL, and let's just say I CAN' T WAIT TO READ NEW MOON...... For those of you that are sceptics like I was I beg you to reconsider. It really is a lovely story. Like I said I am going to read the next in line and so on!

Is it possible....

2009-03-21T18:14:00.000-07:00

that I am feeling my baby move. Last night I thought I felt some movement. Today I am feeling it again. I don 't know if it is wishful thinking (gas) or actual movement of the baby!!

So here is the baby's first photo at 15 weeks. Look at the legs........ crossed to hide something, or just being a lady???? I guess we will have to wait and see!!!!

HAPPY ST. PATRICK'S DAY

2009-03-17T10:48:00.000-07:00

This day is not about drinking green beer for me. It actually was the day that I committed my life to the Lord 4 years ago! So to all of you out there celebrating today, thank God for your friends and family that you may be surrounded by!

ALSO, today I am having my first ultrasound!!! SO I will be able to hear the heartbeat for the first time at 14 weeks........ I have been very patient.

I will post the pics later!

So I Finally Joined...

2009-03-03T13:47:00.000-08:00

Facebook! I reconnected with so many old friends in the matter of minutes!

Just have some security questions???

I want my site to be invite only. How do I make it that way? Or is it just automatically set up like that?

Come on Facebook pros could you give me some insight?

Happy Valentine's Day!

2009-02-13T13:06:00.001-08:00

I know this is a day early, but I have a big weekend and probably won't be posting.

Welcome to this world !

2009-02-12T05:42:00.000-08:00

I had a niece born yesterday and I just want to send her so much love. They live in Florida so I will not be able to meet her right away. The name is still up in the air so I will keep you posted!

Welcome Baby Girl!

We Love you !

UPDATE: WELCOME WILLOW
8LBS 3OZ!!!!!!

Happy Birthday My Darling Boy!

2009-02-07T19:12:00.000-08:00

Today was the day that I gave birth to my darling son!

Happy birthday Evan Thomas!

Your smile warms my heart and you laughter makes me smile!

To some peoples dismay " You are a Mommas Boy!"

I love you Soooooo much.

And so it begins......

2009-01-21T06:19:00.001-08:00

I am at the stage in my pregnancy where I am sick. The smell of people cooking their microwave lunches at work is almost unbearable. I also just can't seem to get enough sleep. The other night I went to bed at 8:00pm and didn't get out of bed till 7:00am. I haven't done that since before Gracie was born. But all I know is that this is all temporary and the result of it all is well worth it!

P.S I have already started to watch Birth Day and Maternity Ward MARATHONS and weep the entire episode. I don't know about any of you, but I feel the need to torture myself watching these. I convince myself that they are just a wealth of knowledge and prepare me for the unpredictable.......?

Here is a little article that was written about these shows:
As a childbirth educator and doula, I had hoped that television shows like The Learning Channel's (TLC's) “Birth Story” and Discovery Channel's “Birth Day” would help dispel some of the medical mystique that seems to surround birth in our culture. Rather than help women view birth as the normal life event that it is, to my horror, “reality” shows have made birth appear more medical than ever.

While “Birth Story” and “Birth Day” have managed to cause enough concern among expectant parents, they pale in comparison to the real terror offered in each episode of TLC's “Maternity Ward.” This show can single-handedly convince most women that their bodies are incapable of birthing without major medical intervention and that they would be crazy not to want all the technology they can get their hands on. After all, their babies' lives—and possibly their very own—depend on it.
Occasionally, I force myself to sit through an episode of “Maternity Ward.” What do I see? The cameras follow residents and attending obstetricians at high-risk medical centers around the US. The stories are told from the point of view of care providers who are overworked and frazzled. The show is not about women and families; rather, it's about the people providing medical care.
In “Maternity Ward,” no laboring women are depicted out of bed. Whether they are in early labor or pushing, they are flat on their backs. Machinery is everywhere. Blood pressure cuffs are on; electronic fetal monitors are strapped onto bellies. Legs are draped, and support people are off to the side. Heart-racing music plays whenever something “dramatic” happens. The mothers look terrified. I don't blame them. Within five minutes of watching the show, I am terrified for them.

Do any of you remember this poem?

2009-01-13T04:15:00.001-08:00

All I wanted was to have my two!
My Girl, My Boy
and then I was through.
But something within
has second guessed my plan.
This hunger, this want
for a third in my hand.
Some friends and family
think the idea is lewd.
To that I only think
of a baby boy named Jude.
So I start this blog
with 2 peas in my pod.
With hopes & prayers
the third comes from God!

I wrote this poem for my very first post over a year ago. WOW a year ago. I have been wanting to have a baby for 21 months. ( 1 year of begging my husband, then 9 months of trying)

BUT NOW THE WAIT IS OVER....OH YES THAT IS RIGHT....I AM PREGNANT!!!!!!!!!

Story goes as follows:

I was having severe pain in my right breast (sorry male readers) so I did a self exam and found a lump. I was so upset. I made an appointment for the very next day. I went in the room and she did all the normal OBGYN questions and then she asked me the one I dread " Could you be pregnant?" I said " We have been trying for 9 months so I doubt it."

So she tells me to go and "leave a sample to be safe".

Five minutes later she walks in the room, all nonchalant and said Congratulations.
What????????????
Your pregnant.
Are you kidding me???????? as my eyes start to fill up quickly
Um no mam, we don't kid about things like that.
I started to laugh at her and cry at the same time.

So I had to go back to work, and act like nothing had changed drastically in my life which is very hard. Many of the girls would come to my desk and ask if I would like to go out and smoke, which I would reply that I quit with a huge smile on my face.

My work day was over so I ran to BabiesRus and purchased a Big Brother shirt for Evan and when I got home I took him upstairs and put it on him. I then told him to stay upstairs until I called him so that I could go down stairs and see my husbands face. When Josh read the shirt he looked at me and I was already crying again. And he asked me " Are you serious?" I said "Sir I don't kid about things like that." he he

So last night we went to every family member's house, took Evan's coat off and watched their excitement. The funnest part was watching them read it, think about it, then get it!

I am due on September 13, 14th.

So I WILL have all of my children by the age of thirty!

God is great and I thank him for giving me the miracle of life once more. I truely praise him all the days of my life. Without God I am nothing, but with him anything is possible.

New Year- New Template

2009-01-08T10:56:00.000-08:00

I thought it was time for a face lift. This one just cheered me up! I hope you like it also. If you have any suggestions I would love to hear them.

Thanks

Robin Williams on Obama's Election

2009-01-07T09:26:00.000-08:00

This is so funny!!!

Happy New Year!

2009-01-01T15:17:00.000-08:00

At this time of year most people reflect on the year past, and try to come up with ways to make the next year better. So I decided to share mine with you!

Spend more "quality" time with my mom. Although I may talk to my mom MULTIPLE times a day I don't really "do" anything with her by myself. So this year I hope to spend 1 day a month with her. Maybe a movie, dinner, antiquing....etc.

Try not to let things bother me so much. Let things slip of my shoulder and try to be more carefree.

Workout at least 2-3 times a week, 4 times would be ideal! Reason being is that a group of my girlfriends and I have a goal to run a half marathon this year. What a great accomplishment that would be!

QUIT SMOKING.....how can you run a marathon being a smoker?????.....

Be more faithful to my Lord and Savior. Although I have already commited my life to Jesus, it is so easy to get side tracked. I have found myself not wanting to get up for church. I need to make a commitment to be more dedicated and to also study the word and to live by it.

Get rid of this grudge I have with a co-worker. It is to a point where I can't even be in the same room with her. When she opens her mouth I want to SCREAM SHUT UP.... (boy it is really bad) So I need to be more kind and really see past all the things that drive me nuts about her. Jesus said to love thigh neighbor as yourself.

Try to be the stronger in all ways. Physically, mentally, emotionally and most important spiritually.

READ MORE... turn of the T.V and just induldge in a great book. I can go anywhere and escape by just picking up a book and opening the cover. New adventures are waiting and knowledge to soak up simply by reading!!!

Make my friendships I have closer and also try to make some new ones. A good girlfriend is hard to come by.

Work on my marriage. All marriages have their ups and downs, but I will strive to have more ups this year. I just want to bless my husband and in return I know that he will bless me also.

SO THAT IS IT. IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO SHARE SOME OF YOURS I WOULD LOVE TO READ SOME.

THIS IS ME TO THE T

2008-12-17T16:42:00.000-08:00

You Are Dependable and Trustworthy

You approach the holidays with drive and determination.

You're usually the one who does all of the organizing and work.

You love being in charge of Christmas dinner, decorating the tree, and picking out presents.

You know that everything will be perfect, as long as you're the one behind the wheel.

Of all the types, you're the most likely to search far and wide to find the best deal on the gifts you give.

You're also the most likely to have a very detailed system for how you wrap and label presents.

The Wrapping Paper Test

Kids are so funny........

2008-12-15T17:32:00.000-08:00

So I tried to explain to my son that Aunt Ky was going to have a baby.

His reply.... " With who?"

So I told him, with Uncle C.

He looked at me and replied

"Fergie has a baby in her belly?"

Ha ha ha ha ha ha!!!!!!

CONGRATS KY AND C!!!!!!!
WE LOVE YOU!

It's My Birthday

2008-12-04T05:56:00.000-08:00

Today is my 29th birthday. WOW

I have always been the person who hates getting older. This year I am reflecting on what I have accomplished in those years instead of thinking about where all that time has gone!

First I would like to tell you that I am a wife, a mother, a friend, and a daughter. All of these things are an accomplishment of there own. I enjoy being a wonderful wife to my husband. I adore being MOM to Gracie and Evan. I embrace the friendships I have lost and gained in these 29 years, and I absolutely cherish being the daughter of a woman I love and call my best friend.

So Instead of making this day about me. I would like to thank all of you that have been a part of my life. I look forward to building stronger relationships and most of all creating some new ones!

I also would like to thank my Mom for giving birth to me on this day!

Thanks for giving me the ultimate gift!

The gift of life, love, and happiness!

I Need Your Help AGAIN

2008-10-30T05:46:00.001-07:00

So this is Lilly!

I went on Monday and saved her from her demise. I tried and tried to find her a foster home and was unsuccessful, so I took her in myself until she can be adopted out.
The thing is that I took her to my vet to get her immediate medical attention and the bill is outstanding. She will also need to be spayed and some more follow up care. So I am trying to raise funds to help pay for her care. She is on numerous medications, but the good news is that she has no life threatening conditions.

She is SO SWEET and gets along great with other dogs. She has no food aggression at all. Also she loves kids. (she likes me the best though;) So sad that she was going to be euthanized when she really is a great dog!

So I know Ms. BEE put this on her site, but I have to put it on mine also. I am in dire need of some funds. I have used up all of my "extra" stash to pay for what I can and now I need to ask for help.

So it is simple just go the this site https://www.paypal.com/ then go to the tab that says send funds. Then put this e-mail brocus77@gmail.com, then your own and the amount you could donate. (any amount would be appreciated) Then it will take you to a screen that you would fill out your info and then press the orange button on the bottom and your done!

I thank you for taking the time out to read my blog and I thank you in advance for any donations. Every little bit counts!!!!

LILLY THANKS YOU TOO!!!!

PLEASE HELP ME!

2008-10-24T04:22:00.000-07:00

I tried to rescue a German Shepard, but the Dog warden came and took her away. I have been in contact with them about her and she is now scheduled to be euthanized on Tuesday morning. PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE if there is anyone out there that would be interested in adopting her CONTACT ME IMMEDIATELY.

She is beautiful, kind, and about 6+ years old. She's a little thin because she has been roaming for about two weeks now. GET THIS, the reason they gave me to put her down is because of her age. WHAT???? Not because she is aggressive or not socialized, she's too old (6)??? So please help me find her a home!

I would take her myself, but I already have a BIG FEMALE GERMAN SHEPARD.

Pro Active

2008-10-18T07:16:00.000-07:00

I have done the complete Pro Active challenge. I have followed the directions completely and have done so for 1 month. I DO NOT SEE ANY CHANGE. To be quite honest I feel it has actually made me have more break outs. I was really crushed because I really thought this was going to be my answer. Clear, beautiful, glowing skin.......... NOPE.

Have any of you tried or use Pro Active? And does it work for you?

Well I am on to my next venture to only using the Dior line of face care. I will use this for 1 month also and see how my skin looks. I will give you an update on my search for the best skin care line for me!

Ok Ok Ok.....

2008-10-16T04:20:00.000-07:00

I am not one to rant and rave about my political views. I kind of keep to myself and listen to the debate to absorb what each is saying. I do not like to have to defend my decision in which candidate I think would better run this country. In saying all these things I MUST comment on one thing from last night.
Did anyone else feel as though McCain was at any moment going to loose it. I really was uncomfortable watching him squirm in his chair waiting for his rebuttal. He was always laughing at Obama's comments and I just wanted to slap the smirk of his face. He stumbled on his words numerous times, which I believe is due to the fact that he was ready to explode at any time.
I am sorry but I do not want a president who cannot deal with conflict in a calm and respectful manner. I am so tired of the slander that is going on in this campaign. At least Obama is delivering FACTS and not just a Slander.

Friday Night Family Fun!!

2008-09-26T09:55:00.000-07:00

This is what we are up to on this beautiful FALL night!!

Our family and some friends our going to The Butterfly House in Whitehouse for a night full of fun. First on our agenda is to try to master this maze with 5 kids and 4 adults. (whewwww!) After that we will pick out some pumpkins and head over to the bonfire for some hot cider and donuts!!! We are all so excited. I bought all of us different color flashlights incase we get stuck in the maze after night fall.

I will post pictures later!

Happy Anniversary to ME!!!!

2008-09-17T06:05:00.000-07:00

Did you know that the 3 year traditional gift is leather? Well I am trying to be creative here. I don't want to buy a belt or a wallet, too typical. Can you think of any ideas on a gift for my husband???? ( Maybe a leather BODY BAG) he he

OK to some of you that may seem a little harsh, but I WAS just kidding.

I love my husband very much! So here's to us and many more years to come!

ALSO NOTHING KINKY. (sp?)

Take The Quiz!

2008-09-02T16:02:00.000-07:00

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Photo Parade

2008-09-02T09:26:00.000-07:00

BREAKFAST

Although I would love to eat eggs or cereal for breakfast my stomach just will not allow it. I have to wait at least 2 hours after I wake up to eat anything and by that time I'd really rather wait till lunch. So my breakfast of choice is coffee!

Check out Dr. Turtle listed in my blogs!

Yet another once bites the dust.......

2008-08-29T12:37:00.000-07:00

I am going on month 5 and Aunt Flow has come again. I was seven days late and I really thought that my chest was starting to hurt( which was always my indicator). I thought that this was it! I didn't tell anyone because I didn' want to jump the gun, but inside I was so excited. Then I started to get crampy and it blew all that hope. So on to the next month, still hoping and praying that it will be soon.

I've Made It....

2008-08-28T07:08:00.000-07:00

To my 100th post!!!!

What a journey! Thanks to all of you for letting me laugh, vent, and share what's going on in my life and my head!

I am so glad that I started blogging. I have met a lot of wonderful people with a lot to say!

Thanks SIS

Boy oh Boy

2008-08-27T09:09:00.000-07:00

So as you all know I have been laid up for more than a month now and I am going crazy. I thought it would be a great idea if I took my BOOT of and put some normal shoes on and try to cut the grass! My yard has been so neglected since I am the one that takes care of it.

I get the mower out and go at it. Hey this isn't bad I think... then I fall in a HUGE hole that the wonderful chipmunks have dug for an easy escape from my HUGE dog. Oh boy did that hurt. So I suck it up and pick all my weeds, trim the bushes, (and my favorite) pick up the dog poop. I get a great sense of accomplishment and go inside to fix Evan some lunch.........

I feel something crawling on my back (inside of my shirt) so I scratch it. Then I hear a BUZZZZZZZZZZZZ... I look in my shirt and there is a bee. AAHHHH I start to scream, rip off my shirt and the thing stings me anyway:(

SO I THINK I MAY STAY IN THE HOUSE ONE MORE WEEK.

Photo Parade

2008-08-24T17:56:00.001-07:00

THE END

This is my picture for "The End" from http://turtleparade.blogspot.com

This to me resembles the end of the summer. We live 2 minutes from the zoo and spent many days there due to having a membership. My kids love going there and this year Evan could really appreciate it!

Ok, Ok ,Ok....

2008-08-21T15:27:00.000-07:00

I know I have been absent for a long time, but I have a lot going on.

I am still recovering from "our" accident. I have to wear this boot that weighs 110lbs, but I don't have to have surgery!!!

Grace started the 1st grade.

I am so behind at work and trying to play catch up.

When I am not working, or taking and picking Grace up from school, or making lunches, or checking homework, or making dinner, or giving baths, or taking care of my ever so whiny Evan (2), I am trying to keep up with the laundry and household chores.
I often wonder what would happen if something were to happen to me, WOULD THE UNIVERSE STOP? ( no my Mom would be next in line)

So now that I have vented a little I do feel much better:) Thanks

3 seconds before........

2008-07-28T10:11:00.000-07:00

and my daughter could have been dead.

Although this may have been Gracie's fault, drivers need to STOP driving so fast. Why is everyone in such a hurry?

So let me back pedal here and tell you what happened to my family on Saturday.

Grace asked if she could ride her bike over to her friends house who lives right across the street. Of course I said yes, she does it all the time.

I watched her pedal down the driveway and then I heard it.

A mothers worse nightmare.

The sounds will forever echo in my head.

The screeching of tires, a very load boom, and a scream that makes your heart stop.

I ran down the driveway with adrenalin that was fueling my speed.

I am screaming at the top of my lungs " what happened?", "GRACIE STAY STILL".

I lunged over the curb at an amazing speed and then I felt it as I landed.

The only thing I could think of was " I broke it".

As I lye there holding my child in the middle of the road she is screaming the same thing. It's broke Mommy, It's broke.

I am yelling at all the neighbors who are out of their houses, just looking at us, to call 911.

So at some point I am trying to drag Grace to the curb because I am unable to use one of my legs. Then GOD sent me an angel. A woman I had never met before came to us and was so calming to Gracie. She had her focused and tried to keep her from going into shock. I on the other hand was pretty much in shock all ready. I think my ankle is broke and I am hold my beautiful baby girl who was just in a horrible accident.

What seemed like hours the police, fire truck, and ambulance finally arrived and took Grace and I to the hospital. My Brave Little Girl could only think of the fact that we were taking out first ride in an ambulance TOGETHER. She had everyone smiling.

We both were seen and her injury's are mostly in her muscles. She will be very sore for a few days and unable to walk, but she will make a full recovery.

I didn't brake my ankle, but I have a severe sprain. The pain from it is unbearable at times. I will be on crutches for a couple of weeks, but will also make a full recovery.

SO THANKS TO OUR ANGEL AND THANKS TO GOD FOR SOFTENING THE GROUND SHE LANDED ON AND MAKING OUR WOUNDS ONES THAT CAN BE HEALED.

I think I may post this sign on my street.

TRUST

2008-07-23T20:08:00.000-07:00

So let me get serious for a moment.

Have any of you really thought about trust? Whether it is something earned or given??

What are your thoughts about how trust should be handled?

I feel that when people say they have trust issues, it's really not their issue at all. I feel that in order to not be able to trust someone that the person has given you a reason not to. So why is it our issue and not theirs?? For example.... If you have a best friend that stabs you in the back then why are we the ones that suffer with the lack of trust. Shouldn't this person be the one that is suffering?? If we all live our lives giving out our trust won't we be disappointed more often than not? Or is it worse to not trust anyone?

I know that my posting has been lacking, but please give me your views on this.

Happy Birthday!!!!

2008-07-23T20:01:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday to my best girl!! NADJA

I am so thankful for the friendship we have created!

I love you so much and cherish you always!

Here is to a new year of joy, love, and happiness!!!

Remember These!!

2008-07-12T19:40:00.001-07:00

Easy Bake Oven!!!

I bought one of these for Grace today and we have had so much fun baking.

I got it at a garage sale for $4.00. What a steal!!! The lady was also trying to sell me the food that went with it, but of course I declined. (Um how old is that????) So we went to Toys R Us and bought some NEW ones.

Great fun!!!!

I am thankful....

2008-07-08T19:10:00.000-07:00

FOR THE HUSBAND > WHO IS ON THE SOFA > BEING A COUCH POTATO, > BECAUSE HE IS HOME WITH ME > AND NOT OUT AT THE BARS.
FOR THE TAXES I PAY > BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM EMPLOYED
FOR THE MESS TO CLEAN AFTER A PARTY > BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE BEEN SURROUNDED BY FRIENDS AND FAMILY.
FOR A LAWN THAT NEEDS MOWING, > WINDOWS THAT NEED CLEANING, > AND GUTTERS THAT NEED FIXING > BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE A HOME
FOR THE CLOTHES THAT FIT A LITTLE TOO SNUG > BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE ENOUGH TO EAT.
FOR THE PILE OF LAUNDRY AND IRONING > BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE CLOTHES TO WEAR. >
FOR THE NEVER ENDING NOISE AND CHAOS IN MY HOME>BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE A FAMILY.

Any thing you may need to look at differently???

Book Review

2008-07-03T07:40:00.000-07:00

This book was great! It was an easy read and told such a great love story. Nicholas Sparks is my favorite author so I may be a little bias. But if you haven't read this yet I recommend that you do. On to the next N.S. book ( Three weeks with my brother!!!)

The House Test

2008-06-30T14:48:00.001-07:00

What the House Test Says About You

You consider yourself important, but no more important than anyone else. You love attention, but you don't feel like you deserve more of it than anyone else.

You aren't against being community oriented, but it's not really your thing. You tend to prefer to focus on your family and not the neighborhood around you.

You are creative, expressive, and bright. You are always in the middle of some amazing project.

You take good care of your physical appearance. You dress well, stay in shape, and do your best to look great.

You are moved by romance and love. You are optimistic about people, and you love hearing about happy endings.

The House Test